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2009年8月2日 星期日Y

though it's just a casual remarks.
it's still makes me think...

wat if i'm still single,
i will definitely choose to go.
wat if i have to go, and we're bound to split.
den, we shouldn't have start in the 1st place.

in the past, i've been dying to leave here desparatly.

now i've been given a chance, i don't even want to try.

why does life have to become this way?

am i making the right decision this time?
or izzit all along, there's no right or wrong?

can i just do some decision at the moment and don bother about what will happen next?

i miss this freedom.

Actually all along i've been wanting to be me.

but who am i from the beginning?

i've lost courage, confidence and the oringinality...

i really want to stop everything down and think about future.

or maybe, i don posses the right to do so cuz my situation don allow me to do so.

and...

it's especially sad when i wanted to watch a movie very much and couldn't find the right person to watch with...

i am sad...

sad...

sad...

sad.
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