i'm sorry... to someone who care for me and always be there for me when i'm heart broken, whenever i need a listening ear, whenever i quarrel and cried over the phone telling her how sad and miserable i am...
ever since we separated and go our own way after o level, we are bounded down by many things in our life...knowing tt each of us have tried our best to meet each other during those busy days, a lot of time i jus felt tt how great and wonderful it would be if we all could still hang out together like we were in the past...i miss us... i miss the laughters that we have shared...during those shinhwa days... those shopping after sch at far east days and a lot more... i miss the time when each of our bday was coming and we put in our efforts and heart to choose presents for each other... it is not anyhow buy one...i miss the time when we went to sing kbox together and shouting out the lyrics to vent our unhappiness till our lungs exploded and den laughed like mad after tt... i realli do miss us.. and not purposely want to make anyone worried or angry or sad...
i'm sorry for not telling you everything and leaving u to find out and guessing it urself... i know that i shld at least inform u to let u know tt i'm safe in someone's hand... i know how irresponsible i am towards this friendship...but i just couldn't find the correct time to tell u everything... cuz myself is not even prepared to face everything tt comes so suddenly... a relationship under an unexpected circumstances...
i couldn't call u to tell u cuz i lost my sim card... i couldn't use the house phone to call u cuz everything will be heard by my family... ever since i came back from penang... the next day my final yr project started and i everyday 5.45am wake up and till midnight or after tt den sleep... nowadays cuz it just started tt's y my life is getting out of hands... i don even have time for myself...i can only use this way.. through my blog.. to tell u how i feel...to me, u are always my best friend no matter what happened between us...
i hope u can forgive my actions during the past mth... life is jus different between us...and tt's when after o level i realised tt...
