i think nobody's comments can hurt me as much as compared to my parents and bf said de words.
my parents...
i donoe whether izzit onli my mom thinks like tt or my dad too... cuz its always the mom who said those hurtful words or sentences which meant the hurts to me.
i'm easily depressed.
cuz both of them are the one i love most in the world.
i respect them and hold their words seriously.
but why?
i thought parents will always think their child is flawless no matter wat thing happens.
i have flaws.. this is me.. i'm not perfect...
wat others want to say is their mouth.. their speech..
why do u have to care so much abt them?
are they close to u than me?
i noe u mean well.. scare they talk bad about me...
but i don even give a care abt it, i don even noe who are they in the 1st place...
why does the way they perceive me means a lot to you?
i live fine and well and happy...
isn't that is the most impt?
i have a stable job too...
it's not tt i don have an income and become both of ur burden for goodness sake..
i don even think myself is a disgrace to myself.
why does both of u keep making me think that i am one to you?
i am unlucky enough today already..
why does both of u have to add oil to the fire somemore..
it's sad...
晚上8:48
生病了...
been workin as account assistant for a month soon...
i still can't get used to the timing and the idea of it.
my in-charge is a sicko...
i don't realli like workin there... there's no one i can tok to...
i don't like to tok to my in-charge.. she's weird...
but wat to do?
even if i wanna go study i still need to stay on the job for the money..
i muz earn money to have savings..
everybody said it's a good offer for me..
but i don't feel any good and feel quite boring..
bored to the pit..
sooooooooo boring......
i still prefer my flower job.. cuz my boss will let me off on time.
sad... and i don't feel well at all...
下午6:55