it's gonna be August soon... How i yearn for this month and this year would end soon... so that i'll be able to open my arms and embrace Year 2008. becuz that would be another turning point in my life soon.
Visual Basic is not easy... Programming is not easy... I'm cracking my brain to solve those codes and make it working... C'mon~ jus work for me please？？？
Been through a lot this month.. crying.. depressing.. stress... all due to this Final Yr Project... Yes~it makes me learnt a lot.... No~ I don't enjoy it at all... Yes~ It's been a tough challenge for everyone...No~ I don love to work with my group mates at all... End of August!!! and everything would come to an ending...
I miss my hubby... miss him soooosooo much~~ sometimes feel like i am so helpless to him... cuz i couldn't be by his side... to see him laugh, see him angry, see him sad and etc... sometimes when he needs me i can't even give him a hug and say everything is gonna be oky... although we still couldn't meet up once in a month... I still love him a lot a lot...to the extends of unseen bottom pit... well.. all i can do is everyday pray hard that his safety and good health... I don like where I am now... Hate it at all means Sometimes I even wonder, what am I doing here??? This is not where I should stay...
What Can I do???
Haixx... Don't think too much lah~~ Jus get on with my life, girl... (Self-consoling only...)
