sometimes i just wonder...
what is life trying to do with me? making me running in a circle times and times again. until i'm exhausted and losing hope in life.
I've learnt to be cautious towards each new relationship with the special someone.
However, I keep finding myself, placing that someone high above than my other priorities in life.
In the end, make a fool out of myself.
Mistakes, same old mistakes.
However, ever since i know mr.lao ah pek, I'm sort of become happy and positive. Izzit because I have him to talk and he will listen to me? So, I'm not so lonely anymore?
I'm glad that I know him. He helps me a lot when I'm really lost and down.
Cheers me up in his mashimaro face. :D Push away all his cute gals' date to accompany me.
Most importantly, he's there when I need him.
I don't know whether it is because when I need someone, he is just there at the right moment.
All I know is, he is someone rare to come by.
His past doesn't matter to me, what matter most is the present n future him.
I like who he is, the 'he' that I am seeing now.
The type of feeling is true and vivid.
I'm not saying we are together or other thing... It's just that, I like him.
Simple enough, I like someone now.
Like my previous post, I know my bad points and I'm learning to change them.
I don't know this time round whether mr.lao ah pek is the destined one or not.
I'm scare to know too..
But feeling this type of thing, so difficult to control n explained.
It's like, I'm looking at his face and wondering, how did we end up having feelings for each other?
Just unexplainable...
Wat to do? Life is still so full of mysteries even though I have gone through quite a fair share or it.
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