seems like everyone who i know, had found a job...
going to be one month n i'm still jobless...
i'm so scared that i might not be able to graduate with my polytechnic frenx...
the supplementry paper is making me mad...
i don't really have any confidence that i could pass... n i don't want to work back in the waiteress and sales industry... cuz.. it's really really not my cup of tea.
if tomorrow interview does not go smoothly... then i guess.. i just have to work back the waiteress line...
i just don't understand why my career luck is so bad... like everytime i wanna find a job i like... ends up to nowhere...
i always end up to nowhere anyway...
so actually i should be fine with it... but deep down... i noe i am not fine with where i am now..
i wanna get on with my life... somehow i just feel that i'm stuck in nowhere... i can't move on or back... i'm not referring to my relationship cuz... i don't want any serious relationship now... it's not the time... n i don't have the time to do so... not to mention the heart to fall in love...
i just don't want any string attach...
i need a stable life... to get myself stable...n i noe.. i need to do it w/o any bgr relationship help...
cuz... i'm not ready for a new relationship now...
all i ask for is a stable job...
and that's it... nothing else...
hope everyone around stay worries-free...
i am just so crossed with myself for not getting a job only...
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