为什么我那么容易被人利用? 好讨厌这样的我。。。 为什么我这么笨?简单的愿望却是这么难实现~ 我真的很倒霉。。真的真的很倒霉。。。 为什么?我到底做错了什么,要受到这样子的人生。。。 I hate myself so much that i was so easy being took advantages of by others? why am i so stupid that even a simple wish could not be fulfil... and i reconked that i was so so unlucky... and what in the hell that i did something wrong to deserve sucha life as what i'm going through now... life is unbearable...