let it go...
days and days passed by...
i'm really a fool... keep on believing and hoping for things to change...
i really should stop doing this...
if not i'm finding myself gettin harder and harder to breath...
it's not joking...
cuz i'm sufforcating now...
please...
let me stop all the feelings and let it be numb...
from now onwards... i shall live for myself and be good to myself...
marks from today onwards... i shall stay strong and only until a real man, who knows how to treat love seriously and will not abusing my goodness for him came into my life...
i will travel to whatever place i like and do whatever things i like...
i am who i am...
one day, a man, who will be anywhere but only chose to be with me will appear right in front of me..
that day will come someday...
i will wait...
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